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“… it was to avoid the disgrace of it that I wanted to drown myself, but then I thought, standing there over the water, that if I’ve considered myself strong up till now, then why should I be afraid now of disgrace?” he said, running ahead. “Was that pride, Dunya?”
“Yes, Rodya.”
A light seemed to gleam in his extinguished eyes; he seemed to be pleased at still being proud.
“You don’t think, do you, sister, that I was simply afraid of the water?” he asked, staring into her face with an ugly grin.
(Translation: Michael Scammell)